Warning: This chapter contains mention of suicide and may prove triggering to some. If this may trigger or upset you in any way, please do not read it.
Blair POV
The lake. It was the only place that felt like a sanctuary, at least in comparison to the pack house. It wasn't far and I sat there moodily, plucking at the grass and feeling as though the world was on my shoulders. Nobody ever came out here, not unless it was hot, due to the fact that it wasn't a large lake and there was a bigger one further in the forest. But this one suited me just fine. I kicked, my legs slightly in the water, feeling the coolness of the water on my bare skin, the warmth of the sun bearing down on me. I clasped my hands together, my body shaking. For once, fear was striking me in the heart and my fierce natu
