Sarah
I haven’t seen Benton for days now; I can’t face him. I can’t even face leaving my apartment. I called in sick at work, even though I didn’t need to when I planned to leave.
Why the fuc.k haven’t I left?
I had my bag packed and ready, but when I returned home the other day, I took to my room and stayed there. I’ve fallen into a depression that I don’t know how to get out of, and it sucks big hairy balls!
Benton has done nothing but call, text, and bang the crap out of my door ever since, wanting to know what’s wrong. At first, I thought it was Foster, which scared the shi.t out of me. Then Jenna came to my room and told me that Benton was the one at the door. I forced Jenna to ignore him because I didn’t want to see him, even though all I want is for him to hold me right now. I n
