Raine
I'm so nervous about what's going to happen today that I've thrown up five times already! I can't keep anything down, including my medication, which is never a good thing. But I'm not about to overdose myself by taking more. I'm a nurse, and I know to wait.
Not only am I meeting with my birth parents, but I've planned to tell Jenna and Sarah everything over a drink tonight. I don't feel the need to keep things from them anymore. I know in my heart that my birth parents loved me and that they still love me. Okay, it was more than just hard to get my head around the fact I was adopted, but it's not the end of the world.
Christ, there are people out there who have never had a family. I was lucky enough to be raised by people who kind of loved me. Even if I wasn't what Norman wanted,
