Emilee
I've been so nervous all day long. I don't know why I'm nervous. It's not like this is the first time I've seen Jesse since I left Seattle. He's been here a few times since he managed to catch up with me.
I ran from him for a while after I left. Or at least, I managed to avoid him well enough. I didn't want him telling Chase where I was, and I thought that's what he would do.
Plus, I didn't want Jesse to know about Aidan. After all, I hadn't planned on keeping him. I planned on handing him over to a lovely family. Until I saw him on that ultrasound monitor. I had tried to avoid looking before that moment, the moment I thought I was losing him.
I can't think about that right now; it always makes me cry when I look at my son and remember what I almost did.
“Mymee!” I jump and g
