Raine
Nate and I are both in bed, holding each other closely. I’ve been letting things get on top of me lately. I’ve been overthinking things. Yes, I’m having a lot of seizures lately. But I’m not sure that’s down to my pregnancy. Yes, I will get more seizures having this baby, but I’m still recovering from having swelling in my brain. I think in a few weeks, I’ll be feeling much better, and I’ll be able to enjoy my pregnancy.
Nate taking me the way he did in the shower was just what I needed. I needed to feel something real. I needed to feel him. He gave it to me, and now I feel calm inside for the first time in months. Things don’t seem so hopeless. I can see myself holding my baby in my arms. I can see myself smiling down at the little bundle I love more than life itself.
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