Emilee Chase sits across from me, watching me as I sip my juice. He seems to be looking at me a lot. The way he looks at me has my heart racing, just like it always does when I look into his eyes. Chase asked me out to dinner. I had told him no, but Jesse seemed to think it would be a good opportunity for Chase and me to talk about things away from the house, and he and Mia were only too happy to care for Aidan. I was more than just nervous. I haven't been alone with Chase, even in a restaurant like this one, since before I left. I dressed in a simple, light blue, on-the-knee dress. It hugs all my curves in all the right places. I never liked my curves in the past, but since having Aidan, I've managed to work on my figure. I take yoga classes, and I eat healthily. And I must say that I