Raine I've been watching Alix sleep for the past ten minutes. The sun came up two hours ago. I said goodbye to my workmates when my shift ended three hours ago. They bought me a farewell cake. I didn't eat any. I can't seem to stomach food. I thanked them and told them I'd keep in touch, even though I knew I wouldn't, just with Tammy. Alix was moved up to a ward on the next level just before my shift ended. Although her X-ray was clear of a break, she had sprained her wrist. She also had two massive seizures, which took a lot out of her. It was hard for me to see her like that. She looked so small. I held her head as she lay on her side while another nurse had her hips. Philip had to wait outside, of course, not that he wanted to, but it was procedure. I shushed her in a calm voice, and