Ellis. Five years later, guilt still washed over me for what I did. Love left her friends, packs, and family because of me. To get away from me, I hurt her. She left everything she knew to get away from me. I regret hurting her as I did. I tried to contact her to no avail. I often wondered how she was doing. Was she happy? I closed my eyes in remembrance of my last birthday. Love threw me a huge party and gave the most heartwarming speech. She gushed about me and told everyone how much she adored me and that she would always be there for me. 'You know you can count on me, baby,' her velvety voice echoed in my head. She always had my back no matter what, and I didn't know I would see a day she wouldn't be there on my birthday. I should have chosen her instantly. It shouldn't even