Jace
I messed up. I knew that I did. Seeing the pain I caused Lilac generates pain in my heart. I deserved it. My infidelity did that. If I were asked why I f****d Eratu, I wouldn't have a good reason for it. She was just there when I was going through a hard time in life. I never cheat. I never did. It was out of character for me.
I was still in Lilac's pack, staying at a hotel. I know I should get back to my pack after the murder and be there for Eratu's abortion, but I couldn't do that... Not without getting my mate back.
I needed her. I could barely breathe when she was not near me. This week has been the worst week of my life.
' So don't f*****g cheat!' My inner lycan, Jaha, growled.
' I f*****g know that. I'm about to lose what matters most to me,' I growled.
For as long as
