CHAPTER 25
I’ve been thinking a lot about Justin since we got off the phone last night. I don’t know why I keep on turning down his invitation to head toward Seattle, even if it’s only for a visit. But what I told him yesterday is just as true now as it was then. I’m not ready. And it’s not just the relationship side of things either. It’s more than that. It’s the entire history between us.
I’m not ready to confront that yet. Maybe I never will be.
I managed to make myself some dinner last night. That’s a positive step. I have no clue where it comes from, but Mom’s a major disaster prepper. Has enough canned goods stock-piled in the basement that you could live a decade here and never leave the house. In fact, you’d probably end up gaining weight from all that extra sodium. She’s also s
