I didn’t know how I managed myself to get home. Ni hindi ko nga matandaan kung maayos ba ang naging pagmamaneho ko. Sobrang sakit. Parang hinahati sa dalawa ang puso ko. It’s all just for a show. Everything that he made me feel for the past few days were all just for a show, well, that’s what he told me, and I can’t fvcking accept it. Nang maiparada ko na ang sasakyan sa garahe ng bahay ay agad kong nakita si Luigi sa terasa namin, may isang baso sa harap niya na sa tingin ko ay kape. Hindi ko alam kung kailangan kong magpasalamat dahil tuyo na ang luha ko. I don’t want to tell him about what had happened because I don’t want him to think that he’s somehow responsible with it, knowing that he’s going through a lot as well. “Ate, hinintay ko po kayo.” Ngiti at bungad niya nang makalapi