Ivy.
Burning fires, distant roars, signs of blood, and many more.
These were things that filled my mind every time I closed my eyes, and though I sought comfort and love that I had for my children, I felt incredibly vulnerable.
It had been three days since I'd had the children and three days since I had even touched Damien. He was still not home, and my heart broke every moment he was away.
Some might think I was being selfish because I had three more mates here that doted on me endlessly and wanted my attention, but the problem was, it was hard when part of you was missing.
I wasn't trying to be complicated.
I wasn't trying to ruin the relationships that I had. Everybody seemed to think I should just be okay, but nobody knows what it's like to have a piece of you torn away.
To hav
