I don’t know how to process things at this time. Or how should I process them on their right sequence. I might put the wrong one to the first spot and everything that will follows will be wrong. The moment I saw Jazon lying on the hospital bed the staffs were pushing, I felt a sudden guilt on my chest. A pain that I felt for the very first time. Aside from it being painfully overwhelming, it’s shocking and too hard to believe. It’s been hours since the hospital staffs brought my husband here and when Lucettia and the others left us here, I still don’t know what to do or think. Again, I am lost. Totally lost and even though it’s been an hour since they left, Jazon I still sleeping. And here I am standing at the side of his bed while looking at his peaceful face. I don’t know if he’ll wa