Ariana I was nervous about going to the homelands, but not as nervous as I was before. The memories are still very clear in my mind, but they weren’t as painful as they used to be. I was excited about seeing the homelands. I was excited to show Noah everything we weren’t able to see before. I wanted to make new memories. Precious ones that would replace everything that used to be happy. I focused my attention on the tasks at hand and on Noah. Especially on the man beside me. I could feel my normally composed man’s frustration through our link. He was used to being in the background, and now he had been pushed into the spotlight. I really wanted to laugh, but I couldn’t. He was so cute! Trying to act as though he was okay with the new changes. We went straight to our first event before w