The So Called Omega

Chapter 1

Grace

I looked across the room as my sister slept. I envied she could sleep so easily while I was awake with my inner thoughts and pain I felt in my body 24/7. "Hello?" I said waiting for my wolf to answer

"Hi , are you okay?" My wolf answered back

"Yes, Just can't sleep " I said to her

" try to calm down" she said

"How can I calm down? knowing what will happen once everyone wakes up".

She didn't answer letting me know that she couldn't find the words to respond to me. No one knew I had my wolf .Her name was Sliver . Even though I haven't shifted I could still communicate with her. I learned at 16 that I had my wolf at a earlier age than most. I was a few months from being 18 . My own family had no clue I had my wolf. I learned through books from the packhouse library how to cover my scent. I looked at the clock and realized the alarm will be going off soon. I decided to get up and went to the bathroom . I looked at myself saw a light brown skin girl with brown eyes and long brown curly hair. I was skinny but slim. I stood at 5'4. I wasn't drop dead gorgeous type girl but I was pretty to people. I wore glasses due to vision problems. I know what you're saying "a werewolf with glasses?" I can't see well in human form. I wasn't totally blind just couldn't see that well from a distance. I wonder when I shift if I'll see better. I got ready and walked to the kitchen . I cooked breakfast for my family before anyone woke up. I didn't want any problems . I walked into the living room and watched tv until it was time to go. I heard my sister yell and she walked out in my shirt. I don't why she didn't like me but took my stuff. I grabbed my backpack to walk out the bus stop before I could get to the door my sister had pushed me down. I looked up to see her laughing and going to the kitchen to eat her breakfast. I dusted myself off and left. "Why don't you say anything to her?" my wolf said. "Because I rather peace than fight her at 6:15 in the morning" I said . She sighed inside my head . "Plus I don't need my parents arguing about who should get the punishment." It's funny at times my sister treats me like we are actually related. Usually that's when she wants something or someone has hurt her. Maybe I should just move away from here when I turn 18. I laughed to myself knowing I couldn't do that right now. Not after my mom sacrificed so many sleepless nights to make sure my sis and I were okay. You see we were adopted due to our biological mom not wanting us . She would shoot up human drugs with a little bit of Sliver for a high.She didn't plan for us. We came in this world fighting for survival . I closed my eyes and saw flashes of me running to someone .He happen to be the beta of RainStorm pack. That's the pack I'm in .I don't know why I kept seeing him knowing he was untouchable . We grew up together. We were friends as children. He seems to forget that. I like him a lot but he teases my feelings. I face daily humilation from him and his friends expect the future alpha.He doesn't try to stop it either though."Grace!" Sliver said . I looked up and saw the bus was here . I walked up to it and got on . I thanked my wolf as she reminded me that the moon goddess had someone else in mind. I huffed at her. I felt a hard pinch to the side of my leg and looked to see my sister smiling. I turned my music on and looked out the window. I was so ready to graduate I thought to myself. As the bus finally pulled up to the school. I waited for everyone to get off and silently walked into the school. I prayed today would be a better day . As I walked up to my locker I saw the words "ugly loser". I laughed to myself another day in paradise. At least nothing happened too bad so far. I thought about the bruises that were already forming from my sister hitting me yesterday. Her words cut me deeper than any bruise she's given me. I walked into first period and sat in the back . I took my book out and began reading. I felt someone was watching me .I looked to see the future alpha giving me a curious look. I silently said to myself "I'm just seeing things". Yet I always felt a odd feeling towards him. I couldn't tell if it was a good or bad one.