a new beginning. ( complete)

chapter 8

piper.

as I'm leading him into my house my mind is racing. I know what I want but I don't know what to do, I've never brought a guy back home before. we make it to the kitchenaid and I stop and throw my bag and shoes down I don't have to turn around to know he's behind me, with out turn around I let out a long breath " I'm sorry I don't know how this works" I whisper out and I feel his chest to my back as he softly pulls my hair to one side of my neck and places his hands around my waist he kisses my neck softly

" we go as far as you want to tonight babygirl, let me enjoy your body and we will go from there"

all I can do is nod my head. he pulls back from my body leaving me cold then he grabs my hand and leads me to my room, without a word he turns me to face him he slowly starts to unbutton his own shirts as my eyes watch his hands. once he gets to the last button he pulls the shirt open and slides it down his arms and places it in the chair. my eyes continue to roam his body, his chest and arms are covered in tattoos I let my fingers dance on them admiring each one and he watches me as I do.nybhands never leaving his warm skin I circle around to look at his back be only has one -yates- stretches along this shoulders I let my fingers dance across the letters " if it's to much I can put the shirt back on I understand" I make my way back to his front shaking my head " definitely not just admiring them" he smiled down at me.

piper and neal.

as her small hands dance across my skin she isn't saying anything when she makes it to my back I'm worried she is put off by the amount I have. but she says she isn't, I don't want to go to fast but I'm dying to hold her in my arms. I kiss her cheek and slowly turn her I pull her hair to the side and slowly start to unzip her dress letting my hand slide against her soft skin as I go I hear her sigh out. once I've got it open my eyes go wide and I trace the art work going down her back " flowers, beautiful. I never knew you had this" she turns her head a little and smiles. I take a minute to admire the flowers that start at the top of her back and run down her spin I run my fingers along it the way she did mine and I feel her body tense under me. I slowly push the dress from her shoulders and down her body leaving small kisses along the way. once it hits the floor I get a nice view of her big beautiful ass I take it in my hands and squeeze causing her to gasp. I slowly make my way back up her body leaving kisses in new spots when I'm standing start I leave s few on her shoulders and neck as I go to turn her her hands instantly go to cover her body and she looks away

I have so many emotions running through me.standing in front of him in nothing but my pink lace boy shorts, I'm nervous he's gonna hate my body as he turns me my hands go over my breast and stomach, his large rough hands grab mine " don't hide from me" he says as he slowly pulls my hands to the side. his eyes roam over my exposed body his large hands grab both my breast and he starts massaging them making me gasp in surprise and he just smirks at me

" so God damn sexy" he voice comes out deep and has me dripping with anticipation. with one hand be grabs the back of my head and his other is still on my breast he pulls me in for a heated kiss he slightly pinches my n****e causing a moan to escape my mouth and he uses that moment to slip his tongue in. so much is happening and between the ring in his mouth and his hand on my breast I don't notice that he's backed me to the bed until he guides menu body down, soon he's on top of me never breaking the kiss. he starts trailing kisses down my jaw and neck where be roughly bites me causing me to moan loudly I feel him smirk on my skin, he continues down my body and stood at my breast where be licks and sucks as I look down k see his eyes are on me he uses his other hand and flicks a finger over my other breast " you just lay there and enjoy, let me know if at any time you want me to stop" he says I nod

and he continues on my other breast then he slowly licks his way down my body as he gets closer to my scare my body tenses and he notices with both hands he pinches both n*****s roughly as he licks across my scare soon he's face his at my core and I'm already panting he slowly slips a finger under my panties and let's out a loud groan " s**t babygirl you are soaked" he voice his comes out sexy and deep " I'm gonna enjoy this" and in one quick motion my panties are gone and I try to squeeze my legs together, he takes both hands on my thighs and pushes them wide open so my core is on display as he shakes his head " never try to keep this p***y away from me" is all he says before his mouth makes contact with my lips causing me to moan out. just as I thought his tongue ring feels amazing down there. he's licking and sucking like he's starving, he slips a finger in and his mouth on my clit making my head spin he's pumping roughly into me and I can't help the noises coming from my mouth

she taste as amazing as I knew she would and she's so tight around my finger, he hips are soon rocking trying to find her release so I add a finger and pump more roughly. she's s moaning mess and I start to feel her tighten around me so I know she's close " c*m in my mouth babygirl" I say and nibble at her clit still pumping my fingers into her she lets out her loudly moan yet and gushes all over my hand and face. damnit that is sexy. i lick slowly helping her ride out her high and slowly move and clean my face with her blanket soon I'm back on top of her arms beside her head and she's blushes " I'm so sorry". she says and I take her lips with mine making her taste herself " don't apologise for giving me a great meal" she blushes again and she looks down her small hands go down and she starts trying to undo my pants " babygirl lf you aren't ready we don't have to pleasuring you is enough for me"

" I want you. all of you"

I quickly hop up and get my pants off my d**k jumps free hard as ever. I look back at her and she looking at me with wide eyes I can't help but chuckle I know I'm large " like what you see"

" I uh that's gonna hurt" she whispers out and I make my way back on top of her " I'll be gentle I promise" I take my d**k in my hand and pump it a few times then I rub it around her wet p***y causing my own moan to escape I pull on the condom and line myself up " are you sure" I ask one last time

" yes" she pants out I slowly start to enter her tight hole and groan once I'm all the way in I stay still letting her get used to my size and kiss her trying to calm her racing heart. as I start to kiss down her neck she starts rocking her hips and I take that as she ready so I slowly start to thrust into her. her hands are on my back holding on

he is so big it hurt at first but now I feel nothing but pleasure I need more " harder" I find myself saying and he does he thrust one hard time watching me making sure I'm okay once he knows I'm okay he continues to thrust hard inside of me " oh f**k neal!! right there" I moan out and close my eyes because I have never been vocal in bed I'm ashamed. he has one hand roughly on my thigh as the other goes to my breast and he pinches my n****e roughly then licks it " look at me piper I'm gonna watch you c*m on my d**k" I moan loudly at his words and meet his eyes I'm watching his as he continues to pound into me roughly. I'm so close again my hands scratch down his back and I'm screaming in pleasure " that's it babygirl you like taking my d**k don't you" his words and his voice send me over and I c*m hard seeing stars I hear him let out a moan as his thrust slow.

once he pulls out of me and lays beside me I bury my head in his chest trying to calm down

" I've never c*m so fast in my life" he says making me giggle " I'm sorry" I say he chuckles

" don't apologise for having amazing p***y kitten" he kisses my head and gets up, he makes his way to the bathrooms and comes back with a warm towel and clean me up " I'm sorry if I was to roughly babygirl"

I shake my head " I'll be sore but definitely not complaining" be smirks at me. and makes his way back to the bathroom. I'm assuming he's going to leave so I till over sad and get comfortable, not sure what I was expecting I mean he got what he wanted after all I let out a sigh.

I get myself cleaned up and pull my boxers on when I get back to her room she's curled up in bed her back to me so I crawl in and pull her close to me I feel her body tense I softly rub circles on her hip " just me babygirl rest" I kiss the back of her head thinking she's going to sleep

" I thought you left" she whispers out

I pull her body in closer to mine and pepper kisses along her shoulders and she snuggles up to me " I'm not going any where babygirl"

she lets out a sigh of content.

we went another round but this one was different it was slow and passionate and then we fell asleep in each other's arms. I'm not sure how a man can be so rough on the outside but yet he is nothing but gently with me.

the next morning when I woke up I had one arm across pipers chest holding one of her breast as she slept peacefully in the middle of the bed. I couldn't help but smile at it, her hair a mess lightly snoring I decided to tease her a little I slowly circled my finger around her n****e making it harden and her body shift a little bit she was still sound asleep, so I ran my tongue around it causing her to let out a moan

" good morning kitten" I said never leaving her breast " good morning" she whispered out

pretty sure that's one of the best wake up calls I've had he had away of doing things to my body that I didn't know could happen just him messing with my breast had me ready to go again and his raspy morning voice made my body shiver under him I felt him smirk at me as he looked up at me " I'm glad you are still here" I found myself saying because really I figured he'd sneak out by now. " wouldn't miss waking up with you" he replies kissing his way up my chest to my lips and I couldn't help but smile.

" we've gotta get up I plan on taking you for a ride today" he says looking down at me and I couldn't help but pout

I chuckled " I'm out of condoms babygirl but I can make you feel could before we get out of bed" she blushes and shakes her head " no it's okay" she says embarrassed I slowly trail kisses down her neck to her collar bone and sneak my other hand to her thighs she squeezes her thighs together I shake my head " what'd I tell you about that kitten?" I say as I grip her thigh tightly making her gasp and I smirk I make my way between her legs and run my fingers across her lips " mm already wet for me" I say before I dive in

he's licking and sucking driving me crazy and then he slides a finger into my wet hole making my hips buck into him, I'm a moaning mess under him. I have no idea how but he's turned me into a s*x crazed person I didn't know I had in me, he makes me feel sexy. I'm seeing stars and I know I'm close " oh f**k neal! yes!" I moan out and I feel him smirk against me " that's it c*m for me kitten" and I do hard my body still sore from last night making me extremely sensitive he helps me ride out my high before kissing his way back to my lips and he takes my lips with his making me taste myself and I can't help but moan out again and he groans. I can feel his hardened member poking me so I decided to take a chance " let me help you with that" I take it in my hand and slowly pump be falls down on the bed beside me groaning " you don't have to worry about me" he says and I just ignore him I don't want to lose this confidence. I sit up and make my way between his legs I let my fingers trace the massive lion tattoo he has on his thigh before I lean down and lick his shaft slowly he throws his head back I take that as a good sign. I've done with before but I was told it wasn't great my ex always told me I could use more practice. I slowly pump him with my hand as I lower my mouth around him

I can't help but moan out as she takes me in her mouth, her round ass in the air between my legs it's a damn perfect view she's sucking me and pumping her hand at the same time I take my hand and wrap it in her hair and guide my d**k in her mouth a little further I do this a few times to see how she likes it when she doesn't pull away I can't help but take control I start pushing her head down so my d**k is in the back of her throat and I'm f*****g her face " f**k kitten do you not have a gag reflex?" I groan out but of course she can't answer I continue f*****g her face and I know I'm close " s**t I'm about to c*m!" I let her know and move my hand so she doesn't have to have it in her mouth but to my surprise she just looks up at me and continues sucking she takes me all the way in the back of her throat and I lose it I explode in her mouth and moan out and she slows he pace helping me ride it out " hot damn kitten did you just swallow?!" she smiles and makes her way up my body and kisses me " hope it was okay" is all she says while burying her face in my chest

my breathing is finally back to normal " haven't ever c*m that fast from head in my life" I tell her honest and she blushes. I kiss the top of her head " alright you go shower and I'll start some coffee gotta take you for a ride before your little gets home" she nods her head and gets up headed to the bathroom as I get up I can't help but stair at her ass I give it a smack and she yelps In surprise and I chuckle.

after we've both showed and had some coffee we head towards the clubhouse I'm a little nervous 1 I'm sure the bunnies are around and 2 she looks hot as sin in cut off shorts and a low cut shirt with her hair pulled back I'm sure the guys will be looking. as we pull in I help her from the truck and lead her in I've gotta grab my keys and find some clean clothes I can tell she's nervous as well. we walk through the doors and as I thought all eyes are on us the bunnies stop and look at me with my hand in her and I see a few eye rolls, I see all the guys checking her out but thankfully I see blade and maddy so I make my way to them " hey prez decided to show her the clubhouse?" blade ask and I nod " yeah taking her for her first ride just gotta change first, maddy mind keeping her company?" she agrees of course, I trust she won't let the bunnies do anything stupid while I'm gone. I kiss her head and leave her with Maddy as I figured blade is right behind me. I don't even make it two steps into my room before the questions start " so is it official then is she gonna be your ole lady?" he ask

and I shrug " just seeing how things go before I ask her to wear a jacket with my name on it dude" I pull my clothes off because it's not like he hasn't seen it before being as we've shared a room

" well hot damn she did a number on your back son" he says laughing and I look at him confused and he just points to the mirror I turn and look my back in scratched up from our night and it brings a smile to my face

" I'm not complaining"

as I sit with Maddy talking I notice the guys staring and the half dressed girls glaring at me.

" don't worry about it no one will touch you as long as you are with gunner" maddy says I just nod.

" so the date went well I guess?" she ask and I can help but smile

" yes we had a great time"

" I'm so happy for him! I didn't think he'd ever actually try to be in a relationship again!"

I smile at her " honestly I didn't think I would either'

we make small talk until the guys come back grinning from ear to ear and I can't help but blush I'm sure he's talked about our s*x isn't that what guys do brag? he wraps a arm around me " let's go kitten" he says

we say our goodbyes and make our way to his bike I'm extremely nervous to ride but excited also. he gets on and just seeing him sit on it I could melt. I shake my head as he holds his hand out helping me on " alright just hold on tight"

" okay just don't kill us"

he chuckles " just trust me"

he starts it up and the virbrations make me giggle

as we pull out I hold on tight around his waist, so he turns on to a back road and slows down resting one hand on my thigh while he's driving and I finally look up enjoying the wind in ny face and the view. I'm not sure how long we ride for but we're soon pulling back into my driveway and he cuts it off. so how'd you like it?" he questions I can't get the smile off my face " I loved it!! thank you" he laughs " anytime I knew you'd enjoy it"

surprising he sticks around as I make lunch sadie should be home soon.

I'm putting some chicken in the oven when he wraps his arms around me and I relax into him " I've had a really good time with you" he says

and I smile back at him " me too thank you I haven't felt this alive in so long" he kisses me slowly and we're brought out of our moment when sadie comes busting through the door " mama mama mama!" she's screaming excitedly with addie hot on her trail I bend down and pick her up " I missed you so much!' I say kisses her all over making her giggle " hey L" she says reaching out for neal and he takes her spinning her around " hey pea did you have a fun sleep over?"

I find myself smiling at them and look over to addie who is smiling at me. she pulls me into a hug " your happy" is all she says and I nod agreeing.

addie soon leaves to study and I thank her for watching Sadie and even neal gives her a hug.

once she's gone I make a plate for sadie and get her in her chair she's telling me all about her sleep over time. as I make my way to the kitchen I find neal pouring some tea " if you need to go I understand" I say not looking at him. I know he has a life and I also know hanging with a toddler isn't something he wants to do just because we had s*x. he just softly kisses my check and goes back to sadie who is babblings about something while he listens.

we spend the day together laying with sadie and watching a movie, I find myself thinking about how this could be my life how this is how it's be to have a partner but I quickly shake those thoughts from my head. who says he's even gonna call again after he leaves?

soon it's time to get sadie ready for bed and he says " alright girls I'm headed home. but I'll see you guys soon okay?" sadie hugs him and he kisses the top of her head before she runs off then he pulls me in wrapping his arms around me " I'm gonna miss you tonight" he says making my heart flutter " me too" I respond holding on to him a moment longer

I walk him to the door and he gives me a small kiss goodbye. I really hope this isn't a real goodbye but I don't want to get my hopes up.

I get the sadie cleaned up and in bed soon I put on my PJs and cuddle under a blanket in the living room lonely but this is what I'm used to. I haven't heard from neal since he left and don't want to text and seem clingy so I settle on criminal minds. I'm lost in my own thoughts, I try not to let my mind go to the half naked women walking around what he calls the clubhouse. I'm assuming that's where he lives. but I can't ask him to change his life around just so I'm not jealous right? when my phone chimes I look at it and smile a text from neal.

neal- hey gorgeous, did pea get to sleep okay? wish I could've stayed longer but don't want to make you guys uncomfortable.

piper- thank you for thinking of her. yes she's in bed but really wish you could've stayed also, but don't want to confuse her.

neal- I completely understand. do you work tomorrow?

piper- yeah I have the late shift

neal- okay kitten you get some rest. sweet dreams

piper- night neal.

as I lay in me bed it still smells like him, I smile. I soon fall asleep