Cole’s P.O.V I headed home, angry, upset and feeling utterly stupid. Why would I even think for a second that a girl like Ruby would actually like me…be interested in me? For someone as smart I am I was pretty dumb to think that. I felt heartbroken, I was falling in love with her…how stupid of me. I know she said it started of that way but became more but I don’t know if I believed her. I have watched her use guys…mess with them so why would I be any different from them? I am glad I never gave her everything, I had been thinking about it recently, I thought I was ready with her but now I am glad I never or I would just be like the rest of them. I decided I was done with being me…done with taking crap from everyone and getting treated like s**t…I was just done. Where has being me got me?