-Rain POV- Next day, I wake up early in the morning to help make breakfast. Then after breakfast, we start making the food for the Alpha ceremony. It is hectic, on occasions like these many pack members help out with this. I do what I can but I am a mess wondering how this is all going to go down. (He's going to claim me as his mate in front of everyone... is he crazy?!) It feels like it's now hitting me. (How the hell have I been so calm about this!!) Without anyone noticing I get inside the pantry and close it feeling like I'm starting to have a panic attack. I close my eyes and try to regulate my breathing. (After he claims me, will he take me by force? Why... why does he want me? He could have whoever he wants. I have nothing to offer.) I hear Layla looking for me outside so