I've never lingered in the shower for so long. I know my mate is waiting for me behind that door, and I've finished washing both my body and hair, but I feel nervous going out. The truth is that I don't trust myself. Despite the s**t we are in, at this moment I want nothing more than to make love with Lucas again, repeat last night over and over again until neither of us can't breathe. Yeah, I am horny as f**k as this is possibly the worst moment and the worst place to be doing it, but I can't help myself, so this is why I'm basically hiding in the shower, hoping that I can calm down enough so that I can go in the bedroom and talk to Lucas about going to see my parents. Sure, nothing like this conversation to ease off the stress from the overwhelming information we received today.
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