Chris I can't believe I came back. After the most amazing night of my life, I packed up my stuff and slipped out of the hotel room leaving Sébastien there. I hoped he will understand my decision even though I don't understand it myself but 5 years of loving someone doesn't just go away and I wanted to give Jake another chance to explain everything and why he had cheated. As I stepped out of the airport, the memories of Sébastien filled my mind. His soft kisses and touch made wonder if going back was the right thing. I knew s*x wasn't love and that's all Jake and I did eventhough werewolves are very s****l creatures but part of me wanted to believe there was more to it than that. Thinking back on everything, I realized that there were a lot of things missing in our marriage, Jake's s***