Kyle (This chapter depicts b**m acts and scenes....) I didn't expect to miss that b***h I once called a wife but I do. She was my first everything and no matter what she and I had been best friends at one point in time. I was so angry with her when she brought those divorce papers for me and Cam to sign that I didn't think I just signed and handed it to her. I had no reason to stay married to her after she had pulled a stunt like that. Cheating on me with my brother crossed a line. One that I wasn't planning forgive her for any time soon. That night, I drove into London's red district, a place Nadia and I visited together. We enjoyed dom and subplays and participated in the underground b**m world. After watching my marriage fall apart in a matter of minutes, I needed to feel some so