Steps on how to lose your V-card- I have never felt so down in my entire life. I’m going crazy. I can’t eat even though my sore throat has eerily alleviated, I can’t sleep even when I’m beyond exhausted and I can’t cry when my eyes are brimming with unshed tears. For hours straight, I was in a state of shock. My sore throat, my aching head and everything else stopped immediately after I’d read the letter. I’d assumed that it was because of the fearsome amount of adrenaline infused with my veins but even when I was perched on my bed and shaking like a leaf, I couldn’t feel the pain. It was gone, just like that. I hated that the inquisitive side of my brain assumed it was linked to the letter I had received. I hated that it felt as though whoever the creep that had sent me this lette