The next day, I went to school with a smile on my face when I remembered I had at least 3 classes together with Wyatt. He was really funny and good at taking my mind off of things. He won’t be there in my first class, sadly, and Kevin neither, which I was a bit glad about. I never thought I would say this because in high school I always wished to be his classmate, but now things have changed. I was not sure if I could hold myself back like I did back then. He was very close to me at this time. We practically lived together and as he was holding me when I almost fell yesterday, I even felt his fast heartbeat, which made me crazy. I felt like my crush on him was coming back, faster than I thought it would, but I didn’t want it. He was playing with girls. If Ryker broke my heart after two mon
