Cole I stand outside her door and I can sense she is upset. The rooms are sound proof since things can get a little rough and wild when wolves are together but my best guess she's crying. I want to go in there and comfort her but I can't. Nicholas wants her for himself. He took my mother and I in when we needed it most. He's protected us all these years and gave us a safe space to thrive. I feel like I owe him the mate he wants even if it happens to be my mate. Loki managed to come forward and that kiss was the best ever. I want nothing more than to throw her on the bed and mate and mark her but I just can't. I will come clean tomorrow about everything and hope she understands my decision. She is so different now and it's no wonder she is the apple of every eligible Alpha's eye. She woul