ACCIDENTALLY MARRIED TO AN OLDER MAN

He made me whole and cared for me. He promised me the world my eyes could not see.

He kissed my lips and became my angel.

Because of him my blindness never felt like a burden.

But how could an angel break my heart.

As I stood on the alter I took a vow that could never be shattered.

Not with the man I loved.

But with an older man who was a stranger to me and very mysterious.

~ Nelly ~

"I love you, even if you don't" I said silently.

He shifted a bit and moved to the very far end, I stood up and walked out of the room, I was dying to scream out and break down, just not in front of everyone, I ran out of the house and into the Forrest, many people were asleep, only a few were awake, I wanted to be far away from everyone as I ran deeper in the Forest, immediately I was sure my house was out of sight, I fell on the ground and screamed out in anger, my tears were falling on my cheeks as I cried loudly.

I was hurting, he was hurting me without even realizing what he was doing to me.