Chapter 4
Travis's POV
As I sat in my office seat looking out my huge floor to ceiling, glass window that has a good view of New York City, I couldn't help thinking about Sarah and the night I lost her to my half brother.
I was betrayed by a jealous woman, No, a silly little girl that thinks she is a woman. A lesson well learned if you ask me. I would never forget that night that changed my life, neither would I forgive that silly girl and everyone else that had a hand in taking the love of my life away from me and giving her to my brother.
Until the day I die, I would never forget that Valerie Taylor had betrayed me. She would bear the burnt of my hatred for the rest of my days. I would never love her, never!
And I will never love any other woman, but Sarah. She is so pure and innocent, so damn beautiful. She is the only woman that owns my heart, and until I find a way to claim her love again, I will never love another woman. Love hurts, I have to avoid falling in love with any woman at all cost. Women are just for pleasure and that is exactly how I would treat them henceforth.
Never again, would I allow myself to be vulnerable. I would merely seek pleasure from women, then I'll toss them aside because I have no room in my heart for any other woman. Besides, all these women are just as jealous and ambitious as Valerie, they are too treacherous and vindictive, I want nothing to do with them, nothing at all. My heart belongs to only one woman, Sarah Taylor.
My door pushed open and Clarion walked right in, taking slow seductive steps towards me. My back was turned towards her, but I knew it was her, I could smell her perfume and I could see her reflection on the glass windows as she sauntered towards me.
"I’m here boss, am so sorry I...
"Get the f**k out of my office, and clear out your desk while you're at it." I ordered her, cutting her words short, stopping her from giving me flimsy excuses.
She is such a dumbass!
Its been more than thirty minutes that I sent for her and she chose to keep me waiting. No woman keeps me waiting, I won't allow it.
"I had to prepare the file for your next meeting in an hour, I promise it would never happen again, please don't send me away," she pleaded hysterically, sounding so dumb and pathetic.
I totally ignored her pleadings. I have no use for her anymore. There are about a million girls out there that are willing and ready to warm my bed and pleasure me as much as I want, I've got no time for ladies who think they are too valuable or irreplaceable.
She stood there pleading continuously while I ignored her and just stared out the window. She kept pleading hysterically until the door pushed open and another one of my employees stepped into my office, striding towards my desk, smiling so brightly as she approached me.
"I’m here boss, you sent for me," she let out seductively, leaning on my desk with her cleavage on full display.
"Get on the couch Lindsay. I want you pants down, face down with your ass up in the air," I ordered brusquely, turning around to watch as she carries out my orders without hesitation. Then I turned to Clarion who still stood by the side looking so angry and confused,
"You can get the hell out of my office or you can sit back and enjoy the show, your choice." I said in a sarcastic tone, causing the tears to slip down her cheeks as she trotted towards the exit, leaving me to my business.
Don't give me that look!
Am not the least bit moved by her lousy tears. She should have known better than to get in bed with her boss. What was she expecting, a ring? Oh please, she needs to get over herself.
All these girls are all the same. They are just as jealous and manipulative as Valerie Taylor. I won't be moved by their tears and I will never fall for any of them, Never!
When she left, I strolled over to my couch, where Lindsay knelt down with her face up and her ass up in the air. That is the only way I can let myself have s*x with any girl. It is either this position or I have them up against the wall, with their face against the wall and their two hands up on the wall.
I don't engage in foreplay or any other form of physical contact, it is just plain s*x and that is it. Seeing their faces during s*x makes me feel guilty, I feel like I am cheating on my love Sarah. But I'm a man you know, I've got needs that have to be taken care of.
I know I'll go back for my heart desires someday, but before then, I'll have to satisfy my raging hormones somehow. While am satisfying my body's desires, I always make sure I don't get too attached to any of the girls, they are just here to pleasure me, nothing more.
I pulled down my zipper and my rock-hard shaft sprung up, pulsing with a life of its own.
I lined my c**k with her entrance, pushing in without warning, going in and out of her at an extremely fast pace, pouring out all my frustration and annoyance on her. She kept moaning and screaming out loud as I banged her harder and harder.
She broke the rules when she raised her head and looked back at me, smiling up at me. I smacked her hard on her ass, hearing her yelp in pain as I ordered her once more,
"Face down," I yelled at her, and she complied immediately, then I resumed my movement, pounding deeper into her, going faster and harder until I released my seed into her, shooting ropes of silky smooth c*m into her cervix.
I withdrew from her after my release, going into my restroom to clean up. When I got back, she was fully dressed and ready to leave but I called her back immediately, opening the drawer behind my table to take out my bottle of contraceptives that I keep with me always. I corked it open and handed two pills to her, smirking at her as I pointed her to the fridge to get water and take it right here in my presence.
I can't take any chances or I run the risk of being trapped with a pregnancy. I'm not getting tricked by a girl, ever again. Valerie has taught me that women are cunning and deceptive so I have had to learn to be smarter than them, that's the only way to avoid getting my heart shattered into a million pieces, again.
She walked out after she took the contraceptive before me, stumping off like an angry child that is about to throw a tantrum. I think she hasn't gotten the memo yet. She is new in my company so she doesn't know yet that I don't commit to anyone. She is still hoping to start a romantic relationship with me, if only she knows that it would never happen, not even in her wildest imagination.
After she left, I sat down on my seat and I pushed the button that allows my seat to expand and look like a rocking chair, then I relaxed on my seat, enjoying the aftermath of my release, then my door was pushed open, making me yell at the person without checking who it was,
"Get the f**k out of my office, I want to be left alone," I let out angrily.
"Jeez!
This office reeks of s*x.
Dammit, Travis!
The least you can do is to open the windows and let fresh air in after screwing one of your own staffers," Justin scolded angrily as he moved over to the windows and pushed them open.
"f**k off, Justin, am too busy for your squabbling," I retorted as he walked in and sat on one of the seats in front of my desk.
"Of course you're busy. Busy screwing all the ladies and firing the ones you are done with, right?" he retorted sarcastically.
"Oh, and by the way, Clarion is keeping her job. I can't let you fire her because she is good at her job. You hired me as your Personal Assistant, so I can help you manage your businesses, so please Travis, stop f*****g the ladies, it's unethical." he continued his scolding’s, yelling at me like I am one of the staff under him. You would not believe that I am his boss.
"f**k off man!
Whose side are you on?
You are supposed to side with me against this Ho’s!
You are supposed to be my best friend, remember?” I asked him angrily.
“Of course, Trav. I’m your best friend, and I’ll always stand by you. But when you are making decisions that could affect your business?
That’s where I draw the line bro. I care too much about you to let you ruin your business. Not under my watch,” he responded, smiling like an i***t and pissing me off even more. What makes him think he can make decisions for me?
“You are not the boss of me, Justin!
As a matter of fact, I don’t have time for this. Just piss off already, you're stirring up a headache for me," I told in a sassy tone, letting him know that I don't care about his scolding.
"Not this time Travis, I'm not letting you talk your way out of this one, you have to stop this crazy, nonchalant attitude of yours, you need to drop it right now.
I won't be your best friend if I don't tell you the truth bro, you need to go back home and be with your wife, she is hurting, Travis. You are her husband and she needs you around, man. I know you don’t love her because she was forced on you by your parents, but she is now your wife and shagging every girl and treating them like trash would only multiply the guilt in your heart man, it's just not right.
This is not who you are, you are way better than this monster you're posing to be, you're a good man. Don't give your enemies the satisfaction of seeing you so broken and lost, prove to them that you are not the same little kid that they can push around and mess with. Go home Travis, it's time to go home." he advised warmly, sounding so convincing that I almost let it get to me, almost. I know he is just messing with me because he knows me too well, and he knows that when it comes to my family, I don’t listen to anyone because I don’t give two shits about them. I wonder why he even borders about them, sometimes I wonder if he is even on my side.
"Jeez man,
That was so touching.
Gosh!
You almost convinced me to listen to your sermon, but guess what man, you failed, again. I still can't figure out why you won't just let it rest.
I've told you to quit talking to me about those people, Am never going back to those traitors, they can all burn in hell for all I care." I responded in anger.
"What is it with you Travis? Why won't you just listen to me?
You keep acting all tough and stubborn, pretending you don't give a s**t about them, but I know you man, I can tell that you miss them like hell, and that is why I took matters into my hands this time." he said proudly, flashing me that smug mischievous smile that proves that he has something up his sleeve.
"What did you do?" I asked him, but he kept silent and just stared at me with a smirk. He is stalling and it's f*****g pissing me off.
"What the hell did you do?" I screamed loudly as my voice thundered and reverberated around my office.
"Calm your horse's man, don't bring the room down. I only responded to your emails and told your wife and family that you have accepted to come for the family thanksgiving and reunion." he replied smugly, feeling proud of his actions.
"No, you didn't!
You would never betray me that way, you would never do that to me," I let out in dismay, trying to convince myself that he is only pulling my legs.
"That is not an act of betrayal Travis, I only did what you have been too scared to do. I just want to help you resolve your issues, man, you need to go home and face your fears and if you don’t want her anymore, then set her free man. Get a f*****g divorce!
And do not forget that Sarah will be there as well. This is a chance for you to be with her, just like you always wanted. I’m actually doing you a favor." he told me.
"What the hell is wrong with you, man?
Why the f**k would you do that to me? You are supposed to be on my side, you are supposed to stand by me, Justin. Why didn't you ask me first, who the hell do you think you are to be making decisions for me?" I kept yelling at him, asking so many questions that needed no answer at all. When I didn't stop my frantic behavior, Justin stood up and walked towards the door, leaving me to my ranting. When he got to the door, just before he stepped out, he turned to me and said,
"Oh, a little warning bro, if you try to cancel, you'll only be inviting them to your house because I also gave them the address of your penthouse." he voiced out sarcastically, making me so f*****g furious.
I reached for the nearest item that my hand can touch and I threw it at him in anger, causing him to duck quickly before it could get to him, letting out a burst of resonating laughter as he walked out and shut the damn door.
"Am so gonna kill that dude," I swore within me. He won't get away with this, I'll definitely get back at him, I sure will.