Nicholas’ POV-
Leaving Alexandra was very hard, it is getting harder, and I know she believes it is getting harder too. I loved spending time with her because, honestly, she was the only thing on my mind. It was hard to concentrate on anything other than her, which honestly helped settle me. This morning felt amazing. I know I didn’t get a release, but knowing she did, and more importantly, that she let me touch her in that way. Then we showered together, which was the hardest thing in the world to do. Watching her wash her body, watching the water droplets from the shower rolling over her beautiful tanned skin, made me want to pin her against the wall of the shower. I have never had shower s*x, so I guess there are some firsts that I can share with her in some ways. I was turned on the
