Seth avoided my eyes all of what remained of fifth period, and even sixth. We didn’t sit together for that class, but we were still partners for that class! And he wouldn’t even sit with me- I was getting super annoyed. Then when it came for my friends and I to hang out together, he just blew us all off! Even Cassie showed up, and though she acted a little interested, I was still too bothered about the way he had been avoiding me that day, especially after our first time together- not to mention it's been an entire week and a half since.
I just couldn’t stop thinking about it, and about him. After years of fooling around nonchalantly, I had lost my virginity so… so nonchalantly too. So easily. I had been preserving myself in such a stern and even annoying way, but a couple seconds alone w
