Samantha "I didn't drug you or do any sort of thing," Damien responded and I broke down in tears. I've been r*ped by a liar! "You did it willingly, it wasn't forced." "You drugged me, Damien. I would never do such with my father's enemy" I cried out. He stormed out of the room and slammed the door loudly. The door fell apart, and I flinched at the crashing sound. I hate myself! I should have stopped him or myself! Why did I let him to do it? I should have pushed him off or slapped him instead of moaning to his touch and encouraging him to do it. Gosh, I'm the worst lady in the world! Why did I allow him? I was such a fool. You are a fool, Samantha! A fool! I hugged the pillow as I tried to forget what happened. I heard a harsh cry from the window and I gazed at the window. I sa