ANTARTECES It's Christmas again and I am again as usual celebrating it all alone. How many years has it been since the day that they shove me away? I guess even though I know my age it feels like a lifetime being like this, my situation sucks and such a pity. Maybe the god up there always see me like this upon celebrating his born day. I remember what he had told me, Seven, right? His name was, Seven. What a lovely name even just a number. It suits him for me. "I know you are in a confused situation right now but what you are thinking and what your instincts right now is true. I am devil, I heard your thoughts and your words. I can hear your desperate heart beat and your wondering mind. Your internal scream to change the habit of your life. To change the direction of your fate. You don'