ANTARTECES I closed my eyes and think I was just in a dream. I maybe crazy right now and a coward but I am not ready to die. I don't want to die. I will struggle. I will get what my dreams are even if it takes me in a hardship task. I don't want to die. I don't want to sell my soul in exchange of everything but... but it slips in my mind the reality. I can mirror myself of how pity my situation is. I don't enjoy life everyday because I was focus on how to survive just for a day. Sometimes even though it is bad trait to get jealous over a thing I just can't help my emotions not to be. But I get stronger. This man behind me walking slowly in front of me. Is he the answer of my prayers that even gods' above don't hear? Is the devil only the answer of my prayers? But it will let me into dan