Lost One's Vengeance

Episode 3

Ange's P.O.V

"Do you need me to carry you in?" Trevor whispered into my ears from behind. Just when his fresh and minty breath brushed against my skin, I jumped up in utter shock, realising that the one about whom I was fantasising in my mind till now, was standing so close to me.

Yes, I could even feel the warmth of his body from this close. And he was making the situation even worse for me, by not stepping aside, as he kept staring intensely into my eyes since when I turned around earlier, as a reflex.

From this close, his facial features were visible very clearly, which was making me feel as if I did not do justice earlier when I was describing him. Cause he seemed even more handsome than that.

And the more important thing was that, I just could not stop my heart from racing at such a moment, when I knew very clearly that I should not feel like this way for Trevor, when I am already a single mother.

Even when I was dying to invade into his mind to know what exactly he was thinking right now, my ethics did not allow me to do so, as I knew how to respect other's privacy when he was always good to me since the very beginning and even now. Yes, he respected me always, and never questioned me for my past. And so I feel that I must return his gratitude by doing the same to him as well.

Yes, I can look into one's mind easily, but only if I want to, cause I found out that this is one of the abilities that I got, since I am somewhat different from a normal werewolf. Not only that, but I can do other things as well, but it was better to keep them to myself only, otherwise, I could easily fall into other's eyes which I do not want at all. So, I never bothered to use my other abilities until now, neither did I need to use them before.

Anyway,

The thing is, what to do now?

While I kept standing at the doorway, thinking about how to stop imagining anything absurd with him, Trevor started to lean in closer bit by bit. The more I tried to lean back to deprive myself of pouncing on this handsome before my eyes, the more he started to come closer. And soon he came so near to me as his lips were merely at a few inches away from mine, making it really difficult for me to hold myself back.

I could not help but gulp down the desire that strangely I felt without no reason at all. Or maybe there was.

Oh, goddess!!!

I can not even think properly right now.

My mind had already started to betray me at such time, indeed. I just kept my eyes fixed on those enticing lips that now had finally stopped after coming so close to me, only to provoke me to eat them as soon as I could.

'No, no. Do not do that. He is not our mate.' My wolf appeared back in my mind to say that only at the perfect time, interrupting me in-between, when I was already this close to kissing the man, whom I had been crushing on for long.

Yes, this is how my wolf, Moon is.

She knows how to keep me alone and single all my life.

But when I ask her for some useful information, like where is my mate? Where I have actually come from? Who am I actually? What happened to me before? and a few other stuff like this, she either ends up becoming mute in the back of my mind as if she does not exist at all, or she replies the same line rest of the time, which is, 'I can not tell.'

Yeah!!!

Strange, right?

I think so too.

But I could not found the mystery behind it yet, but I am still working on it, if I get some time.

'Shut up. I am helping both of us, cause you are good for nothing.' I yelled at her at the back of my mind, causing him to go back to her very popular mute state.

I know that Moon was not at all wrong.

Trevor was not my mate and I know that for sure, cause there was no pull between us, there were no tingles whenever he touches me accidentally, and there was no such smell on him which could ease my heart without any effort. In fact, he has no such effects on me as two mates supposed to have with each other.

Even so, seeing that he was a nice guy with some decent qualities, there was no denying that I like him a lot.

Okay, okay, fine.

Trevor was not just a nice and decent guy, but he was kind of prince charming to me.

He was indeed my huge crush. But I do not know how he feels about me, neither I ever bothered myself to ask him anything about it, knowing that there could be nothing between us in the end.

Tsk.

In short, I had no courage.

I surrender.

A sudden noise of slamming the door came from behind, pulling me out of my thoughts, as I was zoning off to my thoughts once again.

In an instant, I realised what just happened.

Yes, I got teased by Trevor, ever so cruelly, as his mischievous smirk right after the sudden reveal of the reality, proved me so.

How more foolish I could be, in front of this Trevor?

So what, I like him, he still has no right to play with me like this.

A lot of feelings suddenly started to crash into me, as I became angry due to being teased by this Trevor guy, while I could not help but blush hard turning my cheeks into red, realising what exactly I was thinking of doing, in any time soon, if not the slamming of the front door was there to pull me out of the trance.

I still can not believe that if I somehow ended up kissing him due to the sudden impulse, it was definitely going to turn me into a complete fool in front of him and nothing else.

Tsk.

That is not at all fair.

You, Alpha Trevor.

I will definitely get back on you, you will see.

Someday maybe.

Seeing me blushing with sudden anger, Trevor chuckled for a bit, and turned around to go inside my house once again, saying,

"Come in quickly, or I will do exactly what I had told you before." With that, he went inside, and I had no more options left except stomping my feet angrily on the tiled floor on the way in, without wasting any further time.

Today I was this close to expose my feelings for him, but I need to make sure that something like this never happens in the future.

But who knows what is waiting for us in the coming time.

"Oh! My pancakes!!!" Just when I recalled that earlier when I went to get the door, I had left my pancakes on the oven, which I was preparing for breakfast, I panicked and rushed into the kitchen once again, fearing that my pancakes might end up into some burned cakes this morning. And that too, only because I was so lost in the thought of the one who teased me just now.

Yes, Trevor.

See, again and again, I am coming back to this Trevor guy ever so strangely, about whom I need to stop thinking, or else I might end up burning this whole house down, one day.

"What happened?" Trevor ran into the kitchen in no time after hearing my screams, to find that I was okay and did not cut myself or harm myself like the last time, and before that and even before that.

Ughhh..

Why am I kept feeling that it is me who is the actual useless?

Anyway, seeing Trevor just rushed into the kitchen, worrying the hell out of his mind and that too for me, a plan to get back at him for what he did with me just a while ago, crossed my mind in an instant. And I was no one to avoid such a great opportunity to tease him just like he did to me.

Heh!!! At last.

I cheered up in my mind.

"Umm!! I forgot to turn off the gas, so I kinda burned my..." Intentionally, I took a pause in-between my words without bothering to complete my sentence and pointed one of my fingers at him. And then, I did not even have to do anything, cause the rest Trevor himself helped me with, letting himself fall on my little trap slowly and silently, without any kind of idea at all.

He hurriedly came to stand in front of me in the next moment, and put my finger into his mouth in order to lick it with his saliva to prevent me from scalding.

Maybe, he had forgotten something.

And thinking about it, I sneered in my mind, but even though I tried to hold myself back from laughing out loud, after seeing him making himself a fool, I ended up chuckling right at that moment.

Trevor stopped at once.

At last, the reality might have hit him, but only after hearing my soft chuckles, not before.

He let go of my finger in an instant, which was completely fine, even no sign of burn was there now.

"Did you forgot that I can heal even faster than anyone? Moreover, I never said that my finger was burned, did I?" I asked him, smirking at his face, while I could clearly see how he was turning red, even though he was trying hard not to.

"Actually, I thought my pancakes got burned. So, do you want to lick it too?" Seeing him all quiet, I went on teasing him further.

And I was more than satisfied, finding my plan became successful at last.

Yes!!!

See?

No one can mess with this Angelina.

Now, take that you Trevor, for teasing me for no reason, early in the morning.

By the time, he was completely turned into a tomato, as I just could not help my laughter anymore.

"Well, it is good if I lick the hot pancakes first, cause if you end up burning your mouth while eating, I might have to lick those two lips of yours, as well." Said, Trevor and turned around to go out of the kitchen, and he did not forget to take the pancakes with him on his way out.

What did he just say?

Or was I imagining things again?

My heart skipped a beat without my permission, while the crimson hue again started to overtake my cheeks, causing them to heat up with some unknown feelings, even against my will.

I just left there standing like a stupid, while not a single word came out of my mouth.

Yes, there is nothing to be ashamed of to accept the fact that I have never ever expected to listen to such words from Trevor.

"Are you coming or not? I am hungry." I heard his voice from the other room, which again was enough to make me feel the urgent need to hide away to save myself from embarrassment. Cause I was indeed looking like a fool, while I knew very well that I was already blushing.

How come, I ended up getting myself teased by him once again?

And most of all, why am I now getting another meaning out of what he was actually saying?

Is it just me?

Am I the real pervert?

Then what my daughter, Evan will think of me?

Oh, no.

This is bad.

Keeping aside such weird thoughts, for now, I went out of the kitchen to have breakfast, determining my mind about not letting myself fall for his tricks any more.

"You start first. I am going to get Evan here." I was going straight to my room without bothering to look at Trevor, at all.

"But she is already here." Just when he said, I turned my gaze in an instant, only to find that Eva was sitting on Trevor's lap and playing peacefully, while he was holding her very carefully, so that she does not fall.

"Umm... I did not have to go into your room, cause she came out herself crawling on the floor." Seeing that I was a bit shocked and was hesitating due to something, Trevor decided to clarify himself, thinking that he might be the reason for such a reaction of mine.

"I can see that she likes you." I uttered after a while and pulled out a chair to sit down on the breakfast table.

"Yes, I know. But it is not her fault, cause nowadays a few also started liking me. I think, it is my charms, that is showing its effect. Isn't it?" Trevor replied, and I knew very well, to whom he was actually saying those words.

But seeing me quiet, he asked Evan instead,

"What do you say, Eva? You like me, right?"

And hearing his familiar voice, Eva looked up at him and gave out her toothless and most precious smile in no time, showing her consent.

And after being satisfied when Trevor showered her with a lot of kisses, the soft giggles filled the room, implying how pleasant this morning is.

For the slightest moment, I felt a pang in my heart, thinking that this picture at the breakfast table could have been true, only if I was able to remember my past.

I could be with my family too, and Eva could get her father by her side as well, to enjoy our breakfast together, only if it was possible to find out what exactly caused me to lose all my memories.

Yes, for just the slightest moment, I was sad.

"What is it, Ange?" Trevor's question once again pulled me out of my trance, but I could not say anything to him.

I just nodded, saying "It is nothing."

Cause I felt that it was better to avoid all the things which will definitely make us sad, and I wanted it to happen the least, right at this moment, when our breakfast hour was already filled with cheers and happy giggles.

Yes, this moment was beautiful, indeed.

"You did not tell me yet, why did you bother to come early in the morning. Is it something urgent?" I asked, in order to keep aside the uneasiness for the moment.

"Yes. I need you to do something for me. And I do not want to hear a 'No' from you." Saying that, Trevor swallowed the whole pancake all at once, as if it was just a small bite for him.