Xavier kept on walking and reading without looking at where he was going. Realizing that he has been wandering for a while, he stops and turns to look back to figure out if he can retrace his steps back home. He looks for a while, and the path still looks familiar. He stood thinking about whether he should go back home or keep walking, and then he decided to go home. He turns and starts walking home, but then every word Rhea says to Elijah begins to echo in his ear, which makes him pause and change his mind about going home. At that point, he felt like his mother did not care about him anymore. Being a child, he could not understand that his mother was going through pain, and there are different ways people pass through pain. This was the way his mother expressed hers, but he needed a moth