I told Tara everything about Cole and how he fit into my night terrors and not once did she pick up the phone and call to have me committed. I told her everything and just letting it all out made me feel better like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. "So Emma how do you feel about Cole?" She asked me. I began to smile. "He makes me feel safe and loved." I responded. "And why does he make you feel this way?" I just sat there and thought about the small moments I had with Cole and I began to smile. We had gone swimming in the lake, apple picking and even danced in the rain. Every moment I had with him I always felt loved and safe in his arms. "When I think of the times I had with him I always felt safe and loved. I mean I have never felt these feeling before and they are har