Umuwi ako sa bahay habang umiiyak, my heart is torn. I just ran kanina without looking back. I am so heartbroken and it's hard to breathe right now because of my sobs. I didn't expect this to happen, I didn't expect Alarick to turn out like this. Does it mean that the guys I met a few hours ago ay nagsasabi ng totoo? Is Alarick that kind of person?
I don't know what to do. He hurt me so badly that I just wanted to die. I can't handle the pain. I don't have any friends to lean on. My family is far away from me. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko. I am alone in this big house. Alone and torn.
I clutched my chest as I cried at Hindi ko alam kung ilang oras akong umiyak and I didn't notice na kinain na ako ng antok at pagod and I was out like light.
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I woke up with a huge headache and a
