Her Innocence

Baby Talk

I held back a gasp as I felt him rock his hips back and forth. His hard c**k reached deeper with each thrust.

I choked on my breath as his thickness reached a depth I didn't know was possible.

"Holy f**k!" he groaned and his eyes flickered back.

"Is. Something. wrong?" I gasped.

"You're just so tight," he glowered and held my head to his chest.

I ran my hands down his back, feeling his muscles flex beneath me so that his magnificent c**k could be buried snugly inside me.

he leaned back as little and lowered his hand.

"Oh my God!" I almost screamed as he began rubbing my sensitive spot above my entrance.

"That's right baby, girl, c*m for me." His velvet voice commanded my release. I felt myself squirt on him, which sent him over the edge.

He stilled, and I felt him fill me up until it spilt out of me.

"That's a lot," I looked up at him, and my hands splayed across his chest.

"I've been waiting for this," he chuckled before falling beside me.

"What do you mean?"

"I haven't came for about six months," He turned to look at me.

"I've never came before at all," I reached my hand out to feel his hairy chest beneath my finger tips.

"Really?"

"Really, Why is it so hard to believe?" I wondered.

"Well, didn't you ever, touch yourself?" he ran his hands through my hair.

"What?"

"Down there," he brushed his hand against my mound before rolling over and opening his bedside table. He pulled out a lighter and a cigarette.

I watched as he sat it between his lips and lit it.

"No, I've never touched myself."

He looked me up and down before exhaling a cloud of smoke up towards the ceiling.

"Next time, you'll touch yourself," He mumbled as I rested my head on his chest.

I closed my eyes as I felt the thumping of his heart. Thump thump. Thump Thump. Thump...

I woke in the afternoon sunlight, the space on the bed, next to me was empty. But I could still smell smoke and cologne.

I sat up and realised there was sticky wetness running down my thighs. It was cold now and uncomfortable. It felt like I'd done something I shouldn't have and was now dirty. I got up and ran to the bathroom. I scrubbed at my thighs and wiped out between my legs.

I looked down the wash cloth to find a smear of blood. A bright red stain to prove my virginity was taken, or should I say given?

"Hey,"

I looked up to see Leo standing at the bathroom door.

"Hey," my voice broke, and a sudden wave of emotion crashed over me. Tears began to stream down my face.

"C'mon," he turned off the shower and wrapped me up before carrying me back to the bedroom again.

"What's wrong?" He held me against him.

"Nothing wrong," I hicupped.

"Why're you crying then?"

"I don't know," I looked up at the ceiling, willing myself to stop crying.

"You did want it, right? you didn't just pretend to want it cause that's what you thought I wanted, did you?" He worried.

"No. No, I wanted to do it." I assured him.

And I did want to do it, I didn't regret it, I just felt like I'd lost something. Like maybe the old me was gone. Now I was Leon's wife, a sexualy liberated woman. All at the age of seventeen.

"Are you sure you're okay?"

I nodded, "Everything's just been moving really quickly. I just needed to cry." I let out a deep, long breath and stared at the floor for a few seconds.

"Is there a word for it?" I asked.

"You mean s*x?" He chuckled.

"No, what happens, inside me.." I whispered.

"An orgasm," he kissed me on the forehead.

"And you get them too?" I remembered the way he shuddered as he filled me up.

"Yes, I do."

"What do they do, I mean, other than feel good?" I blushed.

"Well, for the man, it releases his sperm, but for a woman it just feels good. Has no one talked to you about this before?" he asked.

"Well, my mother told me that you'd put your man parts between my legs and that it normally hurts the first time, but that's all."

"Well, your parents failed you." Leo chuckled.

"What else is there to know?"

"You must know how periods work?"

"Yes I know how they work, it's the egg and all that." I huffed impatiently.

"Well, do you know what the sperm does?" he asked and I shook my head, "It meets the egg and turns into a baby."

"Oh...OH!" I gasped and stood up, "I don't want a baby yet!" I bit my lip to hold back more tears.

"Hey, hey, it's okay, it's super rare for you to get pregnat the first time." he tried to assure me.

"Okay," I wasn't sure how true that was considering I knew nothing else.

"Next time I'll use protection," he spoke softly as if it were a secret.

"I suppose your parents don't want that though, do they? is that why you didn't the first time?" I realised.

"No, if I'm being honest, I just got caught up in the moment. I wasn't thinking at all." He sighed. "We can't wait too long though."

"Too long for what?"

"A baby," He spoke the hushed word like a child saying a forbidden cuss.

"What!" I turned to look at him, "But..but you said."

"I know I said it could wait. And it can, to a certain extent." he sighed, "But you're gonna have to get pregnant at most after a year."

"I..I was joking. About popping babies out. I don't want to be a mum, I'm not ready and I won't be ready in a year!" I stood up and pushed Leo away from me.

"It's part of the deal," Leo explained, "But you don't have to be a mum, you just have to carry the baby for nine months and push it out. Then we can hire a nanny, send him to boarding school or whatever you want."

"No, I don't want to carry a baby, I don't want to give birth."

"You can have a c section."

"You're missing the point!" I yelled at him.

"Look, I'll leave it with you to think about for a while. I'm going to watch TV in the lounge room." he walked out of the room.