Penn 16 What the f**k had just happened? Natalie had just fled. This had never happened to me before. Not that every girl wanted to f**k me, but the ones who came back to my apartment and made out with me did. And here Natalie was, in my apartment, in that incredible f*****g dress with bedroom eyes…and she’d claimed she didn’t want me. It was a bald-faced lie. And yet she’d looked terrified when she uttered it. Terrified. Like I would hurt her again. Like I had the last time. Here it was. The moment of truth. My past coming back to bite me in the ass. Again. Just like it always did. No matter what I did to come out on the other side, it was always there, taunting me. And I saw it there on her face as clear as day. But I didn’t want it there. I wanted to make it right. I raced after