Fraya I know it was stupid, jumping into the lake like that, knowing that Donahue wouldn't fit into that hole. I just wanted to drown it all out, the screams, the sound of metal slicing through flesh. I wanted to get rid of the feeling of blood, numb my body to it. Nearly freezing to death did all that, but I never intended to scare Donahue, never meant to make him think that I would want to take my own life. Now here we are, naked in the middle of the Winter court, both shivering as the harsh wind blows against our exposed skin. "I know this is the wrong time and place to say this, but I really love your body." I say to Donahue between shivers. I feel him chuckle and my body starts to ache at the sound. How long has it been since I have had a taste of him? "Are you trying to kill me?