Troubled Freya

Chapter Six - Date

✤ Cole ✤

It wasn’t easy being secretive with Freya. All I wanted was to be by her side twenty-four-seven. I hated the fact that I was her second mate and not her first. I glanced over at the unique beauty by my side and sighed happily.

“And then we snuck into the pantry and ate all the freshly baked donuts,” she laughed as she finished telling me a story from her past with Holly. I chuckled.

“Sounds to me like the two of you were naughty little shits,” I remarked and Freya nodded.

“Holly is like a sister to me, we may have been naughty and gotten up to no good, but I wouldn’t change a thing,” she said. I noticed the sadness in her eyes and my heart jumped at the sight. I gently pulled her into my side and kissed her forehead. I truly enjoyed sharing these sweet moments with her.

“What are we going to do?” I suddenly asked her. I needed to know in what direction her thoughts were going in. Would she reject one of us? Or would she keep us both? Its been two weeks since Noah and Holly’s wedding. Two weeks of secret dates and stolen kisses. And yet her public display of affection towards Ryder was slowly eating away at my very soul. It hurt damn it!

“I don’t know, I’ve been spending time with both of you. I wanted to get to know you both, I guess to make a decision, but it isn’t easy,” she whispered. I understood she was in turmoil, but I was selfish.

“I don’t think I can share you for much longer,” I admitted. While I was staying at Dolomite Pack, Ryder was with her, in her packhouse, right across the hallway from her bedroom. I hated that he was right there, and I wasn’t. It made my skin crawl and my jealousy rage.  

“I know, I just…I don’t want to hurt either of you,” she said, and I nodded. Of course, I understood her dilemma. Yet, I had meant what I had said. I honestly didn’t think I would be able to take much more of this sharing business. The thought of her choosing us both made me angry, I pushed down the emotion and tried to relax. I wanted to enjoy every second I could with my mate.

✤ Freya ✤

I had a date with Ryder, and I was excited. I had been sneaking off to spend time with Cole and had neglected him. I missed him and I was looking forward to being alone with him. I liked Ryder, a lot. There was a knock at my door, and I knew it was him, I could smell his scent. I checked myself one more time in the mirror before turning to the door.

“Come in,” I called out. The door slowly opened, and Ryder poked his head inside.

“You ready?” he asked, and I nodded, grabbing my red jacket off the bed. He smiled warmly at me before I followed him out. He took my hand and we headed out in the cool night breeze and I put on my jacket. Ryder led me to his car and opened the passenger door for me. I slipped in and waited for him. He got in behind the wheel and I couldn’t help but feel butterflies.

“Where are we going?” I asked. Ryder chuckled and shook his head.

“Now then Freya, if I told you then it wouldn’t be a surprise now would it?” he teased as he pulled out and started driving out of the pack. I wondered where he was taking me. I didn’t know much about anything outside of the two packs, but obviously he did. It didn’t take us long to get to the destination Ryder had in mind and when he stopped the car, I pushed open the door, getting out. In front of me stood a small house and just past that I could see and hear the lake. A beautiful landscape that took my breath away.

“This is my parent's place,” Ryder explained as he took my hand in his. I looked at the house and smiled. It was different from the homes at our pack. It looked like a perfect square of glass and as we walked closer to it, I could see that the house was partly over the lake. The modern style house looked magical and whimsical. “They had it built last year as a little getaway place,” I nodded even though I couldn’t quite understand why a wolf would need a getaway place. “Privacy,” he said as if sensing my doubt. I wasn’t sure how a glasshouse provided privacy, although looking around the heavily wooded area behind us, I suppose there was some sense of privacy.

“How is a glasshouse a good place for privacy?” I decided to ask.

“You’ll see,” he whispered as he unlocked the front door. Once inside, my mouth fell open. Yes, well, this place is most definitely luxurious. I wondered how his parents had managed to afford such a place, but I didn’t ask any questions. The space was small and felt warm despite the coldness of the glass. A single floor with only one closed-off area, which I assumed was the bathroom. Otherwise, there was a small kitchenette area and a large living area. I was confused though, where was the bedroom?

“Bedroom?” I asked.

“Sleeper couch,” he replied with a wink and I felt the blush attack my cheeks.

“Oh,” he chuckled as he went straight to the fireplace. I walked around the room and looked out the back. The lake stretched quite far, and it looked amazing with the moonlight. “It’s so pretty,” I commented as I turned to watch Ryder get the fire going.

“Yeah, it’s even better in the summer,” he said. Ryder managed to get the fire going and the warmth filled the house. Well, it seemed more like a really big room than a full-on house, but it was nice. I went over and sat down on the three-seater sofa.

“Oh!” I exclaimed as the soft material felt like it melted and wrapped me up. I reached out and ran my hand along with the sofa and smiled. “This is nice, I want one,” I said as Ryder stood just in front of me.

“And you’ll have whatever you want,” he said. “I’m just going to get the stuff out of the car,” he added, and I made to stand up to help him, but he shook his head. “No, relax here and get warm,” I nodded, and he left. I looked around, there wasn’t much. A TV hung on the wall above the white stoned fireplace and the sand-colored wooden floors just added to the warm feeling against the glass. The parts that were wall where painted in a soft cream and finished off the look. The ceiling lights shone brightly, and I wondered again how private this place was. I heard Ryder behind me, and I glanced over my shoulder to see him in the modern style kitchen. He soon joined me with a tray filled with goodies. He placed the tray down on the grey plush throw rug and sat down. I slid off the sofa and scooted closer to him as I eyed out the items on the tray. Oh my! How romantic! Heart-shaped shortbread cookies and the middle looked like it had a jammy center. Was it strawberry? Two big cups of steaming chocolate and I smiled. Ryder gently picked up a cup and handed it to me and we sat in comfortable silence, drinking the hot chocolate and feasting on the delightful cookies as we watched the fire crackle. Once done, Ryder took the tray back to the kitchen and joined me once again. I leaned closer to him as we rested against the sofa. Ryder wrapped me in his arms and looked down at me. Our lips met and the sweet, soft kiss made my head spin. I could taste the delicious sweet cookie on his lips, and I moaned softly. Ryder shifted and moved me until I was straddling him. My arms wrapped around his neck as his hands rested on my hips. “I’m falling in love with you," he whispered, and I smiled lovingly at the wolf in front of me.

“Ryder…” I said before I leaned in and pressed our lips together in another passionate kiss. Things turned heated quickly as I felt his hardness press against my heated core. Without even realizing what I was going, I moved my hips, grinding against him in a slow tantalizing motion. Ryder pulled away and reached for something on the sofa. A little black remote. I watched as he pushed a button and the light went from bright to dim, giving the whole room a romantic vibe to it. Then he pushed another button and the clear glass frosted up and I giggled finally understanding how this little house in the middle of nowhere was considered private. As he put the remote down, I leaned in and kissed his jaw, moving down to his neck. Ryder groaned out as he rested his head against the sofa, giving me the access, I so badly wanted. I continued to move my hips, the pleasure it created was my driving force. I needed more. I wanted more.

“Freya, we don’t have too…” he started but I sat back and shrugged off my jacket as I watched him look at me. His eyes where dark with lust and his lips were slightly parted as his tongue darted out and moistened them.

“I know but I want too,” I whispered as I reached forward and tugged on his black sweater. He quickly understood and pulled it off. “And this,” I said, tugging on his blue top. Ryder chuckled as he pulled it off too.

“So, demanding,” he teased as my eyes took in his muscular chest. I ran my hands over his smooth skin and leaned in, suckling on his neck. He felt amazing and warm. Ryder slipped his hand up my back, his fingers touching my bare skin. I shivered and sat back up and lifted up my arms. Ryder caught on and helped me to pull off the white long-sleeved top I had on. Exposed now with just my lacy white bra, I enjoyed watching Ryder looking at me. I knew that tonight was going to be a night to remember. I stood up and he reached out as he pulled down my black tights. I shivered slightly as his fingers brushed against my thigh. I stepped back and he stood up as his eyes roamed over my body. “Exquisite,” he said as he pulled me to him. The kiss was a lot more passionate and rougher. The lust and desire were evident in both our actions as I slid my hand between us, tugging on his dark blue jeans.

“Off,” I grumbled out and he chuckled as he pulled down his pants. His erection pressed against the blue briefs and the heat went up. I wanted to feel him, touch him but I was unsure of what to do. The fire continued to crackle and create warmth. The setting was truly romantic, and I reached up behind me and unclipped my bra, letting it fall to the ground. My eyes never left his as I slid off the matching lace panty. It pooled at my feet and I stepped out of them and reached out to pull down his briefs. The sight of Ryder completely naked, with his erect weapon standing at full attention was something I would never forget. Ryder kissed me until I was breathless and gasping for air, my body tingled from his touch and my mind was completely hazy as he laid me down on the sofa. The softness warmed my back as he took care of me in ways, I never thought possible. Arching my back and thrusting my hips up was how my body reacted to him and his touch. Never before had I felt anything like this, and the ecstasy was something so mind-blowing that I felt like I was flying. I wanted to please him just as much as he had given me pleasure but once again my uncertainty stopped me. A sudden image of Cole's face entered my mind and the guilt started to seep in.

“Freya are you sure?” he asked as he hovered over my body. I pushed the image of Cole away as I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him forward. I could feel him against me, and I needed more. My wolf wanted more. 

“Yes,” I whispered. He nodded as he looked down between us, his one hand moving as I watched him stroke his length. My heart sped up at the sight and then I felt his tip right at my entrance. I had no idea what to expect but I knew I wanted him more than anything. Ryder slowly pushed himself in and the look of surprise was adorable. So adorable in fact that it distracted me from the slightly uncomfortable pain. Once he was all the way in, he let out the breath he had been holding and smiled at me. “I’m ok,” I said, and he leaned in to kiss me as he started to move. I gasped at the feeling and he slid his tongue into my mouth, deepening the kiss. The friction was out of this world as he moved faster. In and out, in a rhythm that awoke something deep within me.

“Freya, I can’t…hold…” he said, and I tilted my head back as I felt the power of my orgasm take over. Ryder hit a spot deep within me that pushed me over the edge, and I let out a loud moan of absolute pleasure. My toes curled as I felt his seed fill me up and his heavy breathing against my face. I opened my eyes and a slow satisfied smile spread across my face. I never knew it was like this. I had to forcibly push my wolf down as the need to mark him was strong. Ryder kissed me softly before he slowly pulled out, but he didn’t leave me as he laid to the side and pulled me against his chest. I turned so that my back was against him as he kissed along my shoulder and arm. The whole experience was so passionate and unexpected that I couldn’t wait to do it again.

✤ Ryder ✤

I woke up to find Freya still sleeping in my arms and I smiled. Last night had been magical and I wanted more of her. My wolf wanted to mark her and so did I, but something had stopped me. Freya moaned as she turned to face me, her eyes slowly opening. I smiled as I leaned down and pressed my lips against her cheek. She moaned again, pressing her body against mine and the heat surged forward. I wanted to devour every inch of her body and that is exactly what I did. I spent the morning exploring every inch of her, tasting her, and bringing her to pleasure. It was so enjoyable that I didn’t want to leave this little safe haven we had created. The warmth and love were so evident that I couldn’t imagine life without her. Besides, the way she was looking at me, I had a feeling she was falling in love with me. And that felt good.

✤✤✤

“Is Blade around?” I asked Cole as I walked into the packhouse sitting room. Cole looked up at me and I swore I saw hatred in his eyes before he closed himself off. I frowned. I had not done anything for him to hate me. Had I? Or was that the way he was? Before Cole could answer, Blade strolled in.

“Ah, I thought I smelled a rat,” he teased, and I punched him on his arm when he stopped next to me. “Ow, what was that for?!” he whined. I rolled my eyes and sat down next to Cole on the sofa. Blade sat down opposite us and scowled at me.

“I’m not a rat, I am your brother,” I said.

“Ok, so what are you doing here? I mean, you have Freya…oh speaking of, how did your date go?” Blade asked me and I couldn’t help but just smile. “You got some didn’t you?” he leaned forward waiting for my answer.

“That’s none of your business,” I said seriously. I glanced over at Cole, who looked like he was ready for battle. “But, yes,”

“Oh, bro! You have to tell me how it was?”

“Please, spare us the details,” Cole spat out.

“Everything was amazing, thank you for suggesting I take her to the lake house,” I said, ignoring Cole.

“Ah Nah, bro, its cool,” Blade sat back, relaxing. “So? How was it?”

“Amazing, I said,” I answered with a smirk. “Freya is…amazing, everything was just amazing,”

“But you didn’t mark each other,” Cole observed and pointed out. I frowned.

“No, we didn’t, something wasn’t right,” I admitted as I looked over at Blade. “I can’t explain it, I just felt it wouldn’t be right or that it wasn’t the right time,”

“That’s just weird,” Blade remarked. “I mean, I have no idea how it works but she is your mate, and since you two have done the deed, you should mark her as yours,”

“Yeah, I know but as I said, something was off,” I leaned forward and glanced at Cole. “Do you know anything?” I asked curiously. I knew Cole wasn’t a part of our pack and maybe he had an idea of what it meant.

“Huh?” he looked confused. “Why would I know anything?” he asked. It was almost as if I was accusing him of something and I wasn’t.

“Dude don’t be weird,” Blade said, and I nodded. “He is just asking because we don’t know much and maybe you do, that’s all,”

“Oh, well, no, I still don’t know anything,” Cole said as he stood up. “I have no idea how the whole mate thing works,” he added before leaving.

“Bro, he is so weird,” I said.

“I know right,” Blade agreed. We chatted for a little while longer and then I left to head back home. I was excited to talk to Freya. Now that we had taken our relationship to the next level, I saw no reason why we couldn’t share a room. I paused outside of her door, ready to knock when I heard her talking.

“What?” she said and then silence. I assumed that meant she was on the phone, but with who? “Are you being serious right now?” she asked whoever she was talking too. I didn’t want to listen in on her conversation, but I couldn’t deny the fact that it was clear to me that whoever she was talking to was making her upset. “Damn it, Cole! What do you want me to say?” Cole? As in Noah’s cousin Cole? I took a shaky step back and then went into my room and closed the door. Why on earth would she be talking to Cole? And about what?