CAGED

Don't Lose Your Presnt To Your Past ~ UNKNOWN Aiyana P.O.V Words failed me as I try to described the expression of my therapist.....Sad? Pity? Symapathy? I couldn't point it out. But i know what ever she was going to say...it will angered me more... "Ana you"......She tried to say something. But i cut her off while glaring at her.. "It's Miss Daniel. You know I hate that name. I f*****g despite that name.You know more than anyone how much I hate being called that name." "Okay Calm Down"...She said very cautiously while holding my hand. I was gone. My mind was in whirlmind. I am once again haunted by past. I can hear them. How they are calling my name. How they are staring at me with their lustfull gaze. How they are mocking me. "OH ANA....Ana... Ana baby you have so delicious figure...I can eat you all night. Come to Daddy Ana...Daddy's gonna rock your world....He said while touching my body." I was numb. Numb will be a hard feeling to feel in that state. I was staring at him with wide eyes. He stood their silently watching me. His eyes in which once there was love for me. The same man who counldn't stand seeing me talking to another man. The same eyes which i used to love is standing their watching me loose my light from my eyes. "I was screaming, crying for him to help me. To protect me from this hungry wolf. To shield me from this horrible truth. To held me in his protective arms. To assure me this all are nightmare. I have to wake up from this." "Miss Daniel...Miss Daniel...Miss Daniel you are save.Take deep Breathe... You are not in that place"...My therapist try to assure me. I was shaking...I forget how to breathe. I can see black dots infronts my eyes...My breathing became very hard I can hear my therapist but i can't answer her... "Oh God...Miss Daniel you have to calm down. Please Take deep breathe. Miss Daniel don't close your eyes"...Her voice started fading. I can't hear her properly. "Miss Daniel...Miss"......... . . . And then i just blacked out... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I woke up with throbbing headache... It feel like someone is hiting me with hammer. "Here take this". She said while holding the glass of water. I try to sit but suddenly my head started spinning.. "Let me help you". She said while assuring me. I want to say Thank You but it feel very hard to utter that word... "You know its okay to feel like this. This is normal for everyone to have panic attack. You can trust me. I am here to help you ". She said while staring at me. "I know..." I whisper very slowly. She sat there staring at me with her calculative eyes. It look like she was trying to solve something.With a sigh she stood up... "Let end this session here. We will talk about more in your next session." She told me with a soft smile on her lips. I just nod my head..... With that she walked out from the room leaving me to collect myself.... I took a deep breathe. And remind my self who i am now. Where I am now. With that i stood up taking my purse. And walked out from the room adjusting my ray bans... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I step out from my Black Ferrari 812 fixing my suit jacket... "Go....Good Morning ma...ma'am". The watchman came running towards me and stuttered while lowering his gaze. "If you can't do your job properly then resign"... I snapped at him throwing my keys towards him. "So...Sor...ry"....He tried to say. But i didn't give him a chance and marched towards my office. The receptionist stood up hurriedly while watching me enter the building. Ignoring her I just keep on walking towards my personal lift... "GOOD MORING Miss Daniel". My PA greet me standing infront of the lift... "Mr.Andersons is here. She inform me while looking at her tab. "I have checked this file twice you just need to sign this paper and then it is ready to publish... I have fix your apointment with Mr.Claus at 4 p.m. We have to hire new finance department head beacuse she has an early labour"....she told me in one breathe. I just nodd my head and walked in my office. "I'll meet Mr.Anderson in 10 mint". Show him the conference room." I told her while standing in wront of my glass wall. I stood their gazing down the busy road. Lost in my thoughts. Suddenly my eyes goes toward the corner of the cafe. There stood a couple busy in their own world....Kissing each other like their is no tomorrow... My mind goes back to him..... "Do you believe in love". I asked him shyly. "No I don't. But after meeting you I do". He murmured slowly in my ears. He started lining towards me. I was breathing heavely. My heart started beating loudly....tuddd....tuddd...tudddd. I was feeling anxiety.. I started sweating. Our lips were grazing other. But no one dare to make first move. I was red...I can feel all blood flowing toward my head... "Do you love me". He murmured in my lips. "Do you love me". I dare to ask him while staring at his eyes. "Always".With that he kissed me.... The kiss held so much of passion. I feel like he is answering my question. How much he love me. He started bitting my lips madly. His hand lost their ways in my wild tantilizing curls. It feel like he is claming me. "Xa...Xa....Xavier" I tried to say gassping for my breathe... But he show no mercy. It's look like the beast has been released after starving for many year..... His hand started roaming around my . I can feel him tracing my curves. It feel like he was memorizing it. His hand goes under my shirt touching my bos... "Miss Daniel". I gasped coming back to present... I can feel my palm sweating. My heart beating loudly in my ribcage. I tried to compose myself as much as I can. "Let's Go". I said while clearing my throat. "Miss Daniel". Mr.Andersons stood up extending his hand infront of me. "Let's not beat around the bush." I said ignoring his hand.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hello Lovely people Don't Forget to Vote and Comment.