||*TORAK*|| I parked in front of the Alpha mansion, turning off the ignition while I contemplated if this was a good idea. I listened to Jamal's words yesterday. He was right about everything he said yesterday even though I didn't admit that to him, but he was right. He always complained that what I termed normal was an obsession and I never really saw it as one. I know everybody lives their lives differently from others, and I've always seen it as my own way of living life. Having plans for each day, having a rulebook for everything that happens in my life. That was the reason I didn't really feel the need to break up with Crina after she spiked my drink just to have s*x with me. She'd apologized afterwards, and that gave me a logical reason to forgive her, besides starting a new rel