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I remained rooted in place as Torak walked away, and tears blurred my eyes as I stared at his retreating figure. His words... It felt like I was shoved in a cold ocean to drown, and ice spikes pierced my heart as they kept replaying in my head.
Not that I was oblivious to half the things he said, but hearing him say it directly that even if he was interested in men, it would never be me. The realization that everything was nothing to him, hit me harder than I thought it would, and I realized I should've just maintained that distance instead of trying to speak to him.
Can I really blame him for what he said? Not sure if I could, because I know he was right to some extent, everything started the night of the haze and I wouldn't have the thought of being with him if not for t
