VIOLET’S POV
It was too much, all of it. Forcing myself to be strong just because I didn’t want to appear weak even though I had been for weeks now was beginning to take a toll on me. I barely ate, and I was losing weight too fast coupled with the fact that I was trying to search for the spies myself.
It was exhausting to say the least. In the past, all I had to worry about was training my warriors into becoming the best, training myself to become better and working towards getting the army stronger. And sure it was a lot of work but I handled it perfectly.
The matters of the heart however, were a different case. I was right to fear it. I was right to not want it because here I was losing weight over men that obviously didn’t care about me anymore.
I touched their marks on my body, jus
