Life has been always been difficult for me. No matter how much I try to convince myself that everything will be good. And maybe it will get better. But it never happened. Nothing has ever happened good to me. No matter how much I try not to get hurt but in the end I always get hurt. Did something went wrong? Or is it entirely my fault? Man like Him. Handsome, Rich and A Lord. Why would he be interested in me? The way he treats me I feel like I am no one. I can not help but feel like I offended God. Or else why would he do that to me? Or Is it my fault? Then why the punishment is so harsh and unbearable. Why? I heard a small know in the bathroom door. I broke out of my zone and look towards the door. It was probably the maids Cause he Will Never Knock, he likes to do whate