Jacob’s P.O.V
I was stressing out trying to make dinner for Alesha and I. I can cook. I don’t understand why it is getting to me as much. It was only dinner. I think the fact that it was her was the reason it was getting to me. I found myself needing it all to be perfect which tells me I like her more than I thought I did. Like her more than what I ever planned. It was not meant to be this way but I can’t stop it. I can’t stop myself from wanting to spend more time with her. I don’t know what makes her different from any other women I have come across. It started the same as always want for her…a sexually want and the fact at first she never wanted me, made me want her more. In my head, it was only meant to be s*x. The thought of anything else never even crossed my mind until recently. I
