To our non-existent child. I felt guilty about taking the pills, but that was my only way to stay independent. It was hard over the weekend because Erick kept following me. I would take advantage of the moment he took a shower. I would run to the closet, pack my closet, put the pill in my mouth, and swallow it dry. To catch me ... who knows what he would do. - What did the doctor say about getting pregnant? He asked, watching me closely. - He said it could take up to a year. I did not even mention to the doctor that I was trying to get pregnant. I just asked him to give me a new prescription for pills. - Did he tell you when the best days were? When are you most fertile? - Before the fertile days. - Let us check the calendar to know when they are. How many days after menstruation are