THE LONE LUNA

Moving to the cool music in the bar it felt like nothing mattered again, to say pained is already an understatement to what I was feeling, today was going to be the mating party of the man I've ever loved, the man I gave my all, that's not happening I thought as I drank more. I was getting drunk I know, but I didn't care again all I just thought of was his last words, "We were never destined by the moon goddess to be together so just let go", because I never for once loved you", recalling his words I felt like a joke it feels like a knife as been stabbed through my heart. What could be more painful than being rejected by your mate of five years? Feeling lost and dejected a thought flashed through my mind, I was going to stop the mating ceremony, thinking about this my heart grew cold. He's mine I thought as I walked along the streets, with memories of the last 5 years came flooding into my mind. Going to that mating party I know could cost me my life, but I don't care as my life has already been ruined before There Is Nothing More to lose again, my parent and pack Are already dead. I even got rejected by my mate, why Is it that, all the bad things of this life always find a way to get close to me? I ask bitterly, with tears streaming down my face like a pool of water. I know by now people would be looking at me like a weirdo, but all I wanted was my Alex, where was the moon goddess when I fell In love with him, different thoughts just came into my head, knowing I was not his mate, why let us meet the first place? As I moved near, I could hear the clicking of glass and whisper of people chatting and of those congratulating and sending blessings to them. The pain in me increased. It would have been me smiling now, not the other way round. Going in there might seem rude as the gates have been locked,but I don't care I just need one word from Alex, to tell me It was all a lie, that he was never getting married. As I walked in everyone turned to look at me with disgust.But I wouldn't mind cause my heart is already made up, am ending it all this night. I look like a devil from the pit of hell, as I went straight to Alex,I still don't believe he's gonna throw away all the sweet memories and promises we made when we were together. Alex, I called still believing to see the same warmth in his eyes when he saw me, but that was just my imagination as I saw the opposite of what I imagined, his eyes were ice cold as they shot toward me, what the hell are you doing here? He asked with a very cold voice, I've never seen or heard him talk to me like this before, this was the first time, he's changed I thought still refusing to let go. It me Lyra, I said with a shaking voice, maybe he forgot my name, but how possible, but either way I still told him my name. I know we've probably created a scene as everyone looked at us l, all the music and chatting of guests have all died down, and only our voice could be heard, after looking at me for a while before giving his coldest reply, I don't know you and never appear before me he growled, before pushing me to the floor. Why on earth are you being so cold to me? What Is It I have done, that you're being so cold, you promised to love AND be with me forever, what changed all of a sudden, I ask with my heart heavy with pain. You wanna know what changed about me I need power, with only that I can be satisfied, cause only with power can you be recognized by the world,and you can't give me that, you're better off being a useless mortal than be even called a werewolf. You gonna regret this, Those are the last words I could utter before passing out. Somewhere in my heart still remind me of her, her smile when she sees me. There was an urge to comfort her, I wanted to hold her, but I couldn't lest all members of by pack die, and I couldn't take the risk, all I could do was to be harsh on her. I was still in a daze as I watched Imano my beta carry her out. I could only tell Imano my beta to keep her safe. Alex, Katie my mate gently called me as I snapped out of my daze, I faked a smile at her as the party continued. Lyra_I knew to myself I didn't fall to the ground, because its impact would have been bad, all I remember was a hand that caught me before hitting the hard floor. I snuggled deeper into the soft and warm mattress. I felt like sleeping forever, forgetting all my past pain, all I wanted was to enjoy this perfect bliss before it faded away, it felt like heaven like I was sleeping in a cloud. Voices of people brought me out of my peaceful rest, it seemed they were arguing about it, but I couldn't figure out what it was, instead, I tried to figure out where I was because I knew this wasn't Alex's house neither was mine. I was still trying to sort out where I was, when someone roughly shook me, before I could even complain, I was pushed off the bed, and that's when I knew this wasn't a joke. "Wake up you f*****g b***h, an angry voice shouts at me" If the fall didn't wake me, then the angry voice did, I opened my eyes, my mind still wavering. I looked around that's when I saw a pair of blue angry eyes looking at, me like it wants to suck my soul out of me. What's going on? I asked one in particular, if her eyes could control it would have pierced me a hundred times now, her eyes were filled with so much hate and bitterness. I tried standing up but all I felt was soreness all over my body like I've been overworked. Silvering from cold,as a gust of wind flew past me, and that's when I noticed I wasn't putting on any clothes. How possible am I naked to the sight of three people, what the hell? happened I asked no one exactly, still not comprendíng what was going on, I grabbed a sheet from the bed to cover myself. I quickly stood up when I know this wasn't a joke anymore.looking clearly at them,I noticed one was half naked, with his head bent down,so I couldn't see his expression. Staring at them, It seems I just woke up from a nightmare, everything seems bizarre to me, what the hell is happening? Why is everyone in tensión,and looking at me like am just a piece of trash?.Am confused, and don't know where to start recollecting my memories. I can't take this, It is too much of an insult to me your mate, just after our mating party you decide to spend the night with a w***e". Tears streaming down her face. He tries to Hug her, but she backs away. Stay away from me you cheating asshole. She screamed at him and ran out.