(Rowan) I looked down at my mate, the woman I loved and the reason I had been put on this earth to begin with..this woman alone..she was my everything and it had only been a f*****g week. I felt horrible, I f****d up and said some s**t I shouldn't have. But hearing how her own father abused her and treated her like a grown f*****g man in the ring sickened me. He taught an eight-year-old how to fight..not only that he fought her like an adult, hitting her and injuring her. I tried to suppress that anger as Mila's bright emerald eyes looked up at me. She thought I was mad at her..she thought I was disappointed and upset with her. I could feel it, I felt her emotions and how sad she was. But she was completely wrong, I was mad that my mate had to live a life like this. While I was living i