Moose and I began writing regularly. We'd talk about all kinds of things. I told him things that I would never dream of telling to anyone else. I guess having him be somewhat anonymous made it easier for me to open up. He always gave me good advice and made me feel better.
He told me that he has known he was gay for a long time, but he hid it from everyone. He's never even been with a guy, which surprised me, but he's been with lots of girls.
One thing I realized pretty quickly is that he was a good person at heart. He made a terrible mistake and was paying for it, but he couldn't and wouldn't ever forgive himself for what he'd done and that broke my heart. But I tried to put myself in his place. If I had done that, I don't think I'd ever be able to forgive myself either.
I looked forward to Moose's letters month after month. We wrote to each other regularly for nearly two years. I saved each of his letters in a box that I kept on the book shelf.
He always told me that I was a great guy and that someday I would meet someone and I'd be happy.
I did finally meet someone who I hoped would be that guy.
I had found a stray cat outside in the alley behind my house and I took it in, of course. I just couldn't leave it outside in the cold. I was worried at first that Harley and Bandit would not like him, but they seemed okay. Bandit seemed much more interested in playing with the cat than Harley. Harley was lazy. He couldn't care less. I named the cat Whiskers because I couldn't think of anything better. He spent much of the time hiding from Bandit behind the couch.
I decided that I needed to go to Pet Smart to buy some cat food. After I bought the cat food, I went next door to Home Depot to grab some window insulation kits. My windows tended to get drafty in the winter. I walked down the aisle and picked up a few of the packages trying to decide between them.
"These are the best," the man standing next to me said. He picked up one of the boxes and held it out to me.
I looked up at him and said, "Thanks."
He was a nice-looking guy. Maybe an inch shorter than me, with a thick build. He had brown hair that was slicked back and hung down just past the nape of his neck. He had a couple of days of beard growth. He had green eyes. He reminded me of Sawyer on LOST.
He gave me a smug grin and looked me up and down before settling back on my eyes. He was checking me out.
"You need helping to hang those up?" he asked.
"Oh... No, I think I got it," I said quietly.
I gave him a little smile and looked down at my feet.
"You sure? I'm really good with my hands," he said suggestively with a sly smile on his face.
Okay. This is what Dad and Moose were always talking about. This guy was flirting with me. I needed to stop being scared.
I swallowed and cleared my throat. "I mean, I'm not going right home. I was going to stop and grab dinner. At Chili's maybe."
"Is that an invitation?" he asked as he tilted his head back and looked at me with raised eyebrows.
I nodded nervously. "Yeah."
"I'm Leo."
"I'm Danny," I said as I shook his hand.
Leo helped me carry my window kits to the self-checkout and after I paid, he followed me out to my car.
"I'll meet you there, Danny," he said.
His hand touched my back and moved down and ran along my butt. I nervously nodded at him.
The restaurant was just down the street a couple of miles. We walked in together and got a booth for two. He ordered both of us a beer and we started to get to know each other. I didn't like the beer at all, but I did drink about half of it since he bought it for me.
We talked about what we did for a living. Leo drove a forklift at a warehouse.
"Really? Wow, that's so cool."
"It pays the bills," he said with a shrug.
I was able to relax and we had a good time talking. Leo was older than I was; he was 38 years old. He had an older sister with whom he didn't get along. His parents were older and very religious, so they didn't see eye to eye on a lot of topics, including his s****l orientation.
After talking to him, I realized how lucky I was to have a father that loved me and supported me, even if he didn't really like my being gay.
As we left the restaurant, Leo asked me out again. We traded phone numbers and he walked me to my car. He gave me a hug and I went home for the night. I really liked that he didn't try to sleep with me on our first date. It felt good that he wanted to get to know me.
Leo and I went out again on Friday night. He picked me up after he got off work and we went out to dinner. Leo seemed to be really into me. He was constantly flirting and touching me. It was so surreal. I just couldn't believe that he was that attracted to me.
When we got out of his car, he leaned in and kissed me. I put my hands on his shoulders and kissed him back. He kissed me hard, pushing his tongue into my mouth. He was very aggressive and I kind of liked that. After a long and passionate kiss, he moved back so that we could take a much-needed breath. He gave me one more kiss on the lips and then he chuckled.
"Nice," he said as he ran his thumb over my bottom lip.
"Thanks," I smiled.
He started the car and drove me back home. When he pulled into the driveway, he turned the car off and got out and waited for me. I guess he wanted to come inside. I got out of the car and I escorted him inside the house.
My two mutts ran up and jumped all over both of us. I giggled and tried to get them to sit. Leo frowned and pushed Bandit off his legs.
"Down!" Leo said firmly and Bandit ran and hid behind my legs.
"I'm so sorry," I cringed. "They get excited when I come home. And they don't get to meet new people often."
"It's okay," Leo said and he tried to give me a smile.
Whiskers came out and took a look at us, then ran and hid.
"How many animals have you got?" Leo asked.
"Just three. I just found Whiskers the cat in the back alley a couple of days ago. And this is Bandit and that's Harley. I adopted Bandit first about five years ago, and Harley a couple of years ago."
"That's sweet of you," he said.
"Thanks. I really love animals. Would you like something to drink?" I asked.
"No, thanks. Come sit down with me, Danny."
"Let me put Harley and Bandit out back to go to the bathroom."
I let the dogs into the backyard so that they could take care of their business. Leo took my hand and we sat down on the sofa.
He took my face in his hands and started kissing me passionately. His tongue pushed into my mouth and explored every inch. He sucked my tongue into his mouth, demanding that my tongue plays with his. His mouth moved to my neck and he kissed and sucked.
As we made out, his hands moved down to his pants and he unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants. He took my right hand and put it on his p***s. I looked down into his lap. My hand was wrapped around an average six-inch cut c**k, very much like my own. It jutted out from a trimmed bush. I gripped his d**k harder and jerked my hand up and down while we tongue kissed.
He moved his hand to the back of my head and pushed me down. I moved my head from his hand and shook my head. I wasn't ready for that yet, so I kept stroking him.
"Spit in your hand," he husked quietly.
I brought my hand up to my mouth and dribbled spit into it. I returned my hand to his d**k and got it nice and wet. Leo leaned back and spread his arms on the back of the couch. I laid my head on his shoulder and stroked him off.
His d**k felt so hot in my hand. It had been a really long time since I had touched another man. My own d**k was straining against my jeans. I couldn't wait for Leo to touch me, too.
Leo pushed up off the couch and stood up in front of me. His d**k bobbed in front of my face and I spit into my hand again and started to stroke him.
Leo's hand moved to the back of my neck. "Suck it," he whispered as he pulled my head closer.
"Is it okay if I just jack you off this time?" I asked, looking up at him.
He nodded and I slid my fist up and down his saliva-soaked shaft. I flicked my thumb over the head and twisted my hand. Leo groaned loudly. His knees buckled and his breathing grew erratic.
"Faster," he whispered.
I stroked faster and increased the firmness of my grip. I felt his c**k swell and throb in my hand. Pre-come oozed out of the head and I swiped it with my thumb and spread it around the shaft with twist.
"Oh f**k," he groaned. "I'm gonna shoot."
His hand tightened on the back of my neck and he pulled me closer. I tilted my head back and pointed his d**k down as the first blast splattered all over my chin. The remaining spurts landed on my shirt.
Leo let out a deep breath. "Whew," he breathed.
He grabbed the base of his c**k and squeezed up the shaft. A drop of come oozed out and he wiped it on my bottom lip. I looked up at him and licked my lip, causing him to grunt in approval.