Donna. This felt so good and so sweet but then the reality that I am kissing my best friend’s dad struck me like very sinister realization. I backed away from the kiss . " am so sorry " I said repeatedly, taking off quickly while guilt was manifesting my heart , what was I thinking! What is wrong with me. I shut myself in my room and went to bed . I felt so bad that I had betrayed Ru what would she think of me, that am an opportunist? I kept convincing myself that the kiss did not happen it was all just one of my lost in space random thoughts , but that reality is, I was fantasizing it all in my bed . I wonder what Ru would think if she learned what happened today. Her reaction is already predictable, she will skin me alive , shoot me several times , then throw me into the